Day 159
I keep thinking as I get older that there will come a point when I do not despise myself. I'm always wrong, but it's a positive thought - or an attempt at a positive thought. The damn shame is that I have become vain in a bad way. I am so obsessive about how I look - and the thing is, it's not that I think that I look good, it's the opposite. I am never happy with how I look. So, I take pictures of myself and hope that they will turn out...
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Of course, in my eyes they never do. Maybe one day I will learn to stop taking pictures. Ugh. Maybe someday I will get past this 13 year old girl mentality. Maybe someday I won't care anymore. Maybe.
I keep thinking as I get older that there will come a point when I do not despise myself. I'm always wrong, but it's a positive thought - or an attempt at a positive thought. The damn shame is that I have become vain in a bad way. I am so obsessive about how I look - and the thing is, it's not that I think that I look good, it's the opposite. I am never happy with how I look. So, I take pictures of myself and hope that they will turn out...
I think that's an ADORABLE pic of you! So STOP IT!
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